Thursday, December 31, 2009

The Last Day of 2009

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My last post of the year 2009.

I was in Perlis for 5 days but I felt like I need to come back to Penang. I was miserable in Wang Ulu and moving to a different house to Level 4 Block 9 and having sucky internet connection in the house are making it worse. So the best remedy is going back to my home sweet home.

Even if there's no direct bus back to Penang after 4pm, I wouldn't care less. I rather come back than stay there for the weekend. So, I chose to take a bus to Alor Setar and then to Penang. Loo Wen and I make a decision to take an express bus which would stop at Alor Setar thinking it would be so much faster than the slow stop-at-almost-every-bus-stop bus from Kangar to Alor Setar. Instead the bus detoured to so many places in Kedah that it was so much longer that we reached later than the 'slow' bus.

Well, at least I get to go sight-seeing around parts of Kedah from Changloon to Jitra to Kepala Batas to Alor Setar. Nice detour considering the bus has comfortable seats and great air-conditioning. After that took a bus from Alor Setar to Penang. We got on almost last and have to sit at the last row. Experience a bumpy ride and I didn't even mind. The thought of finally able to get home just make me forget the hardships...hahahaha.

Got to see a very amazing sunset. The colours splashed across the skies was really beautiful. The glow given of my the sun painted the skies with reddish, yellowish, purplish, and pinkish hues. A great sunset to end the year. Got back to the island around 8.30 after 4 hours of traveling.


Can't really see it since I couldn't capture it on a fast moving bus with my slow camera phone.

Today must be a really spectacular day to have such a splendid sunset and a round yellow moonlit night. I know it's the 16th day of the month in the lunar calender so the moon is still so round. Back at home with my family to celebrate the coming new year.

Finally I'm happy....^__^

Happy New Year 2010 everyone...All the best for the coming year.
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12 hours shopping trip


All the stuff we bought....there's still more actually...
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Yes...I shopped for 12 hours including the journey from Perlis to Alor Setar and back that is. One of the most outrageous shopping trips I went too. Can you imagine driving all the way from Wang Ulu to Alor Setar? It takes roughly around 45 minutes to an hour depending on your speed and the traffic.

Went out with my course mates to Alor Setar for a shopping trip for the 1st time. They wanted to shop for clothes and shoes. The surprising thing was they end up buying RM222.20 of groceries like tissues, biscuits, water, cereals, noodles and etc. Of course we bought lots of clothes too. Not for me though, I only bought a pair of flats. I actually spent more money on magazine and a book...haha. Blame it on the bookworm I am.

It was an amazing trip considering the fact I was so tired. My very first official outing to Alor Setar. I sat buses there before but only to transit to Penang. So the place was some place that I never explored till now. Still we only went for shopping and not really exploring. Maybe one day I will go and have a look around.

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Heartache

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Every single semester, there's always the time

Where I get moody and my heart gets heavy,

Where the feeling of homesick starts days before actually leaving home,

Where I wished I was never leaving,

I miss it all before even missing it.

I'm leaving for a semester soon,

To a place I called Ulu.

A place where all I do is long for Penang.

Forlorn and solemn, it's time to say goodbye to Penang

and Hello Perlis.....T.T

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Friday, December 25, 2009

Sherlock Holmes



1st of all since I have never read Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's novels, I don't exactly know what the original Sherlock Holmes is like. All I know is that he is a crime solving detective with a sidekick Dr Watson. That's pretty much what I know.

Robert Downey Jr as Sherlock Holmes and Jude Law as Dr Watson. Watching the movie on Christmas Eve. I must say as it was at night I was kind of sleepy, for one second I thought I was going to fall asleep because I was too tired. Luckily, the film kept me awake. Action packed film filled with mystery. I like the way they solve mystery with the detective works and the dialogue was very interesting. I especially love the play of words.For example, there is a time in the movie when Holmes was handcuff naked to the bed by Irene Adler (Rachel McAdams) and was found by the chambermaid.

Holmes is handcuffed to the bed naked with only a pillow covering him. A maid walks in and screams]
Sherlock Holmes: Madame, I need you to remain calm and trust me, I'm a professional. Beneath this pillow lies the key to my release.
[the maid screams again and runs away]

Did anyone get it? Hahahaha....that was funny to my perverted mind...teehee...There were many jokes in between the dialogues using the play of words that if you are fast enough to catch it then you'll realise it. Some parts were meant to be funny and some a little serious.

It was a good movie to be watch if you like actions and a slight comedy combined. The science in this movie is also pretty amazing. How people that time can mistaken science for magic because they knew too little about it. The villian in the movie, Blackwood manipulate the art of science to frighten masses of citizens and try to take over Britain. Holmes trying to find a way to stop him with help from Dr Watson. Besides crime solving, there is a story in the movie which was Dr Watson's engagement to Mary which Holmes disapproves and offended but who is actually really a nice woman. There's also the introduction of Irene Adler, who I was really surprised to be acted by Rachel McAdams, who looks really beautiful by the way. Cunning and the only person to fool Holmes twice and still managed to make him look like a lovesick fool. She has a mission to find something for a Professor Moriarty who was not seen in this movie except for his pistol and cape thus I sense a sequel coming after this. Hahaha.

So, once again Sherlock Holmes solves a crime and save Britain with the help of Dr Watson and gave us one fine show to watch. A movie well suited for the holiday seasons. Nice.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Photos to view on Hadyai

Too lazy to write...so just show you photos....the trip is written absolutely clear in the post before this. Hahaha...So if you're too lazy to read it, just a look at the photos will be enough.


Market






Food and items we bought on the 1st day


Elephant...kekeke




Thai cuisine


With Friends in Hadyai

Last Sunday, I went for a 2 days 1 night trip to Hadyai, Thailand. A long overdue holiday with friends I should say. After years of planning trips and not successfully actually going to one, we finally cajoled everyone to get into action and go on a short trip to Thailand.

I just realised how near Thailand was and why haven't we went there a single time. A 3 hours plus journey made interesting with loud laughter by the whole gang and an accident on the way to Hadyai. We reached Hadyai after that and checked into the hotel "VC Apartments". It may not be grand like hotels but they have clean rooms and enough beds for all of us for only RM80. Pretty worth it. As soon as everyone showered, the food and shopping fest begins.

Shopping is my favourite thing to do IF I have money. Fortunately I do at that very moment. After exchange Ringgits to Bahts, the 1st thing we did was eat. We came all the way to Thailand and the 1st meal we took was McD. People would be laughing at this but hey McD here is non-halal. I ate a Samurai Pork Burger. Why can't we have this in M'sia. Hahaha.

After filling up our stomach, it's Shopping Time. Walk around and around shopping malls and markets. I bought a watch and a bracelet which I love. Should have bought shoes but I didn't. Should have bought clothes but I didn't. Maybe next time...haha. What was fuuny was that all of us bought lots of daily items like shampoos and food like Pocky and Instant Mee. I think besides me and Ju all of them have bought more than RM50 of shampoos, hair stuff and food. I felt we were almost like aunties giggling away over the bargains in the supermarkets. Hahahaha.

Dinner time came by very quickly and we were off for some Thai cuisine. It was yummy. Hot, spicy and sour just the way I like tomyam. That night we didn't go anywhere but in our room fooling around. Lot's of crazy acts. Bought a couple of alcoholic drinks to drink together and sat down to play cards and watch TV. I almost fell asleep playing UNO. We end up sleeping because the game wouldn't end.

The next morning everyone was so lazy to get their butts of the bed. Tired from all the shopping yesterday but for the sake of shopping and filling our hungry stomach, we got ready. I finally bought a belt and some batik cloth for my mom. After that it was all food. Dodol, cashew nuts, crackers and biscuits. When there with a backpack and 1 sleeping bag. Returned home with 1 backpack, 1 sleeping bag, 1 sling bag and and extra packet of food. I'm not the person who bought the most, so just think of the one who bought the most. Hahaha.

Overall, it was one hell of a trip and Ifinally got to see DH on some advertisement board. I was watching the TV for his commercial but didn't catch any. Saw the Fino advertisement though. Keke...One trip with loads of laughter and teasing and jokes and sarcasm. Enough to last me till the next. When is the next trip?? Faster start planning then...

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Happy Winter Solstice- Respect



Today is The Winter Solstice Festival where we all eat tang yuan or glutinous rice balls. I ate just a bowl as I don't usually like much when I was little but now I like it better...it's tolerable. Today we went to pray to my paternal grandmother. Usually a lot of my family members will come to pray together. My uncle usually bringing along his kids.

What I want to say here is about respecting your elders and your manners. Children love to play I know that but there is really a limit to joking around with elder people. My cousin who is 7 years old knows that but she is so bloody rude I feel like slapping her in the face. What I don't get is all the elders are saying she's just a kid so she likes to play around.

Hello aunties and uncles, do you call hitting people and still laughing around playing?? She keeps hitting my brother and even when my mom scold her and tell her she can't do that, she keeps doing it. WTH....she actually pissed me off and I scolded her too. I really can't stand this kind of attitude. How rude is she?? Let me continue. ...

I scolded her and she have the guts to stare at me and like dare me to hit here. If I wasn't giving face to my uncle who by the way I felt really spoiled her to the limit and should seriously give her a scolding or a beating (I don't usually agree with adults beating children because they are naughty but she needed it). A few of my aunts actually ask her to stop playing and she acted like she can do anything. For heaven's sake, if she can do this now at 7 years old, imagine when she grows up. She would probably end up a gangster..

Her parents who are both educated people should really teach her manners and respect. She is not afraid of anyone and is so rough. How many girls do you see hitting people like with actual force...not the kind that plays around. The more you scold her, the more she do it on purpose to aggravate you. I just ignored her. It was almost to my limit that I feel like really beating her and make her cry.

I'm serious....I never came this close to wanting to hit someone moreover a kid. A utterly annoying rude disrespectful kid. Someone should really teach her to be respectful. She needs it. Finally being able to rant it all out. I was that angry just now because of a stupid kid. Yes, I'm calling her stupid even if she's my cousin. I don't care.

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

Results *Fireworks*

Just gotten my exams results a few days earlier.

I was expecting like horrible terrible results.

Images keep flying through my mind about my own reaction when seeing it.

I got really nervous as I clicked on it.

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#Surprise#

It was better than I have targeted.

Couldn't believe my eyes for a moment there.

I should celebrate but damn the CGPA is still low as hell.

Blame it all on the bloody 1st sem.

No use celebrating a one hit wonder.

Wait till I have a better CGPA, then I'll celebrate.

But meanwhile I'm treating myself to shopping for enduring another sem in UniMAP.

Yippee to me.

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Steamboat anyone??







Food!!! Delicious food!! All you can eat buffet steamboat is the best choice for anyone who loves to eat.


Lots of choices to choose from. There is prawns, squids, chicken meat, fish, assorted mushrooms, noodles, vege and a lot more. Thinking of it makes me hungry again haha. The soup for the steamboat was also very nice especially the porridge soup....very nice taste. Love to go again....hehe

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Trip to Perak


Me, Pei Mun and Siew Yin

Finally sat down to blog about my trip to Perak. Short journey there but long journey back home. I got stuck in a major bridge jam when I came home. It was so annoying knowing I was so close to home yet not yet there. ALMOST felt like jumping off the bus and swimming across. The keyword here is ALMOST...haha...

Too lazy to write a lot so I'll make it short. (When I say short, it never is...I tend to forget and just keep on writing so just bear with me) Went to visit Pei Mun whose house is in Gopeng, Perak. Siew Yin was there too on a visit. We including Pei Mun's Bf went for white coffee which was sweet and milky just the way I like my coffee just after they fetch me from the bus station. Then for lunch which was chicken rice and bean sprouts which is famous there. For those who know me would probably know I hate vege. It's getting better now as I eat more of it now unlike when I was small when I wouldn't even eat carrots. Bean sprouts is still on the hate list but I have to say I ate a few and it was not bad...I think I ate a lot in Perak. That night, Pei Mun's mom took us to dinner in a restaurant which I again ate a lot.


Kellie's Castle.....


Can you see the bear on the tree?





Tortoises at Sam Poh Tong


Ling Sen Tong....very nice...

Went to Ipoh Parade that first day. Didn't buy much due to my stingy-ness. I bought only a hairband. The next day, we went to Gua Tempurung. We didn't go in as we didn't have the time. Besides, I went in before already. It was really fun. We detoured to Kellie's Castle. It was magnificent. The view from it's upper level was amazing. Then to temples like Sam Poh Tong. Amazing how a temple is built in a cave. Took photos a lot. Then to Jusco Ipoh. On the way back to Pei Mun's house, I bought some biscuits to bring home as souvenirs....haha...food again.


See how misty it was??


The lights were spectacular I just have to take a photo of it..

Third day there, we went off to Genting Highlands...can you believe that? It was drizzling and really cold which was great. I love the weather when it was cold. The misty cloudy day was just my kind of weather. Love it!! It was raining too when we came back down from Genting to Gopeng. Makes me feel sleepy when it rains. That night, we ate at home and Pei Mun's mom is really a good cook. It was yummy. We even went out for supper nearby her house so I think I did gain weight when I came back to Penang.


The bears were ancient almost. I seen them like 1o years ago and now.


Genting Higlands....


Michael Learns To Rock poster...haha

Took a bus home the fourth day. I was going to stay for another but since Siew Yin was going back so I thought I would be too much of a bother to Pei Mun to drive again to the bus station on the next day. A lot of thanks to her and her bf too for taking me and Siew Yin around. And her mom for cooking and bringing us to eat. I think I was never even hungry at any time during my stay there in Perak. Hahaha..

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The Storm Warriors

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Have you watch it? I watched it the first day it was out.

Lots and lots of graphics and animations. The animations and special effects didn't ruin the movie but actually makes it more realistic. I admit it exaggerates some stuff but this movie is from a comic, so it can be a bit unreal at times but that's what makes it nice.

It's also nice to see some of my favourite actors in the movie like Nicholas Tse and Charlene Choi. Wind (Ekin Cheng) character's is a character I like a lot. The martial art moves were spectacular in the movie with the addition of special effects. The moves were amplified by the drops of water or the wind which I think make it real. Really really great visual effects.



What I didn't like from the movie was draggy martial fighting...I almost fell asleep when they fought too long. The whole story was also with very little dialogue emphasising I think more on facial expression. Dialogues...I like to see more of Charlene speaking...hahaha...

So, thumbs up for the visual effects and martial moves....go watch it for the visual effects because they are really cool and even though they are so much older than they are in the 1st movie, Cloud and Wind still as fit and I think looks a lot like the ones in the comics. Thumbs down though for draggy fight scenes with very little dialogue scenes that tends to make people feel bored and sleepy ^_^.

Whether it is nice or not is depend on you. It pretty much was just an okay for me. The 1st movie was better but it doesn't mean you can't watch the 2nd movie to see what's it all about.

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Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Away.....

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Going away from Penang for the week.

To all buddies, don't miss me ya...kekeke...

May all of you have a nice week.

Enjoy and take care.

Always stay healthy...

and don't forget to remember me....

Jya...

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Friday, November 27, 2009

Charity Dance Show

Last night I went to watch a Charity Dance Show at Dewan Sri Pinang. Hui Ping has a friend who got us some free tickets so we went to watch it. The show is actually dance performances from different dance academies such as A la Pointe Ballet Academy and D'Vol Dance Theatre. It was not bad the dances but it was kinda almost the same. Contemporary dances, ballet and break dancing. The dances were almost the same and I was kind of expecting more of the dancers since I have seen pretty great moves in different occasions.

But for charity, the dances were pretty cool especially the break dances. They were pretty amazing especially those popping moves and the heart beating part, my favourite popping move...hehe...all because of the Neorago dance.

After that, a round of coffee and food for me at Coffee Island. I was hungry since I didn't eat any dinner so I wolfed down a plate of spaghetti...Yummy...haha. Talk and talk is what we always do. That night I think we were pretty loud like usual. Since I'm kinda used to the situation where everyone is staring like us because we are so loud most of the time, it didn't bother me at all....haha. 'LOUD,NOISY GANG' you know who you are. I actually find it comforting that we are laughing and talking so care freely as it is not often that I get to do it. So CHEERS to all of you. You guys are the best!!


Meanwhile, here's what I saw at the toilet door...Pretty interesting hor...

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Friday, November 20, 2009

It's Complicated Isn't It?

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Just have a sudden feeling of writing this down. Many of you have dated before, I assumed unlike me. How does a relationship start? Is it by phone messages or phone calls or even face to face asking? I’m really curious here. Will a girl accept dating a guy through phone messages? Or a guy asking a girl to be his girlfriend by a simple call? Where’s the sincerity in that? Of course if I don’t like you, even with there are 100 buds of roses in your hand I would probably say No too. Also, if you only knew someone for only awhile, would you ask? I know how relationships aren’t measured by time and how love can happen anytime.

BUT….I don’t think I can accept it. I know there’s this dramatic fantasy of falling in love on first sight which is very unlikely to happen in reality and while for me, I might consider myself in love with someone but I might not easily get into a relationship with him though. Or just maybe I’m commitment-phobic. The thoughts of me dating with someone just scoff me off. Not that I wouldn’t love to have someone always there for me to cheer for me and talk to. That is why I have a feeling I am going to remain single forever.

Not that I’m ever worried because I can live being single just fine which lead to the confusion that I am worried thinking why I’m not worried at all. Does any of this even make sense? Never mind me if you don’t understand. At least I understood what I said myself. Or maybe some crazy thought just got through my mind and I say “Yes!!” without thinking it through and the relationship works.That would have made all I have written totally bull but I guess we will never know till it happen right??

But I do want to fall in love. As in falling in love like a never-ending fall kind of fall. This is why I am steadfast in my decision to never settle for anything less than what I expect from a boyfriend. Some may think it’s ridiculous, yes I know I am but even so if I truly meet someone who would make me smile just by appearing in front of me or make my day just by a simple message, I wouldn’t want anything else. Seriously, I know that once you meet ‘The One’, all expectation on what you have on a guy would disappear. He maybe sloppy when you want a boyfriend that is neat and you wouldn’t even care because in the end you love him more than his bad points. At least that’s what my friend told me when it comes to her boyfriend. She ended up with him because somehow she is in love with him. I think that’s sweet though…hahaha.

Lately, I have been thinking a lot about this. I look at couples and I won’t say I’m not at least a bit jealous because I am. Feel like going “Awhhh….how cute” when I see couples but some are way over when it comes to PDA which at that time I will be going “Ewww…..” Save some actions for the indoors will you?

I feel like hitting myself on the head sometimes for reading too much romance novels, watching too much tear-jerking K-drama and J-drama and watching too much sappy romance movies. For all I know, dating isn’t all romance and as seen from friends that have dated, I can only assume love is part happiness and part misery. If you watch movies then you may have heard of the phrase “To love once is better than none at all”. It may be true but until I find someone to love, there’s always my family and friends who I love forever. So I guess, I’m in no hurry at all…but if there’s one appearing I don’t even mind if it’s right now...^_^

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

LoNeLY

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It comes and goes without count.

It stays when no one is around.

It makes me sad and down.

When there's no one to cheer me up or make me smile.

Loneliness is definitely not what that makes my world round.

But that's what life's all about.

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You're Beautiful OST- Without Words



This song is really nice. You're Beautiful is really an interesting drama. I can't wait to watch more of it. The original singers are called 9th Streets I think. You can check it out at Youtube, You're Beautiful OST - Without Words (9th Street). Both versions are really nice. The lyrics of this song is really meaningful and kind of sad.

I shouldn't have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn't see it, like I couldn't see it
I shouldn't have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasn't listening
like I didn't hear it, like I couldn't hear it
I shouldn't have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.


This drama started to get my interest actually because of how cute Lee Hong Ki looks in the drama...haha....but after watching a few episodes, the drama has a really nice plot and the songs are really nice in A.N.JELL even if it's just a imaginary band. Can't wait for the whole drama.

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Sunday, November 08, 2009

Good or Bad

Did you know lately I got addicted on Little Nyonya…Some people would know what I’m saying I assume. It’s actually a Singaporean drama series on the lives of nyonyas during the British and Japanese occupation. This series really shows how heartless some people would be. I guess where there is evil, goodness also prevails because there’s always the kind soul living in someone next to evil. Evil never prevails but why do good people always have to suffer? If that’s the case isn’t being the evil one easy to live.

I think it’s pretty true you know when people say that it is easy being the bad guy then being a good one. The good ones get killed or they suffer before they ever have a happy life. Sometimes good people rather suffer themselves rather than others suffering. I can never be good like some people can. I try to be when I can but to me there’s a limit to being all nice to people. I'm personally not that nice anyway.

Another drama series where the heroine is kind-hearted is Sam Ho三好 in Beyond The Realm of Conscience. One of the series that gets me hooked on to it too as it has one of my favourite actresses, Charmaine Cheh. How can someone be so nice and good even if it is a fictional character? Too good can lead to all troubles sometimes but being bad doesn’t mean you don’t get retribution back at you. I guess when it comes to being a good or a bad guy; it’s up to you which character you want to be. The most you can do is at least live up to yourself and do what your heart thinks is right. At least that’s what I think…

Thursday, November 05, 2009

The Exam Season

As right now is the exam season, there’s really nothing much to do at all. What can I do besides studying, online, sleeping or eating? Go jalan at Kangar?? Nahh…..there’s nothing much there anyway.

I can’t blog as often as I do lately as the uni blocks the BlogSpot posting somehow. If I want I can spend my money at the cybercafé. Hey it’s only RM 1.50 per hour and unlimited and unblocked access to any freaking website I want. Not that I have any website to go too besides playing Facebook, watching YouTube, reading Korean entertainment news and reading fan fiction on the net, I doubt I really do much on the internet. Basically what I usually do online is go to the Suju Wordpress that has lots of Suju News and the TVXQ fan blog…DBSK Knights. Cos I’m obsessed with Suju and TVXQ, all I do most of the time I go online has to do with them…hahaha. Yes obsessed is the word I would use because I am addicted to them…my DH and LT are simply too cute to resist and JJ and YH are just melting my heart…^_^

Yeah now I’m wasting my time surfing the net but I got tired of revising which I never do until it comes to the last minute and I am a fan of burning the midnight oil. Not that I’m burning any oil at midnight now (Not Palm oil, coconut oil, cooking oil, baby oil or corn oil…Ignore me I’ve going wacko *_*) Times like this is more like burning the fluorescent light and burning UniMAP’s money on electrical bils…Ngek ngek ngek..

Math exam just passed recently. It turns out I’m really not a Math person. No matter how I try I can’t seem to get Math. Simple math like 2+2=4 is easy but when it comes to those with bombastic formulas, I will be the 1st to raise a white flag. Maybe I’m not trying hard enough but since it’s the LAST time I’m going to take a math paper in UniMAP and hopefully one I don’t have to retake I would gladly say goodbye to Engineering Math. Adieu Math…Sayonara…Chao…拜拜….please don’t come back ever again!!

Only 3 core papers left. Gotha put my head in the game. I’m going to make the best out of nothing again. Make a miracle…aim for 3.7 (Like that’s going to happen this sem…-_-|| but well got to keep the faith anyway…) Crapping again so I’m going to end this…To dear Kiddies can’t wait to see all of you in Penang..Jya…

Without wax,
MING….
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Water anyone??

No water again. I’m going crazy because my block of hostel keep having no water. I heard that the girls from the floor above me have called several times to ask them to repair it but to no avail. How frustrated would you get if you haven’t showered the whole morning till now like 4pm? It’s hot in Perlis and not to mention how am I supposing to study when I can’t concentrate because I want to shower because it’s freaking hot? It’s not that I want to say anything bad about the university; it’s the university that make me do it. If the problem is solved at the 1st place why the hell would I even written this. It’s because the problem have been continuing for a few weeks now. There are times when there’s water and times where there isn’t. The whole block is getting really frustrated with the NO WATER situation and even when there is water we still save water in pails. Unfortunately this time, my pail of water isn’t freaking enough for me to have a decent shower.

Fortunately when I'm posting this...Got water back...Must have heard my silent complaints...And it's raining cats and dogs...No water? Now plenty of water...

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Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam

I just realise something I have that a lot of people don’t.

To never give up. To always have faith in whatever you do.

Maybe sometimes I tend to let go of something easily but when I truly want something I won’t let go so easily.

‘Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam’, If there’s a will, there’s always a way.

I’m not giving up in my studies this time. Hell, I may suck at maths but I’m going to put in my best.

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Loo Wen's surprise...


(The t-shirt.....)

Last night made a surprise for Loo Wen. Made a journey from Wang Ulu all the way to Kg Wai at night. It’s the 1st time I think I took a car with guys only (Loo Wen’s friends YC and JS). It was quite late and midnight that is…haha. Came back to Ulu at 2.00am. We got stopped by the security guards who questioned us about where we went. Guess must be the accident that happens this year on UniMAP students that cause the Uni to have tighter ruling.

(The cap is from me, HP,JO and WS not the bear though but I like the cute bear.)


I actually joke back and kind of sarcastically said something and the guys were surprised. Haha guess I look like I’m really a quiet and serious person. They told me I look serious. Yup, I look serious but I’m not. Haha…I’m really not the goody-two shoe people imagine I am…not that I’m a bad girl…LOL. I usually only talk a lot when I feel comfortable with people or situations or else I really don’t talk much. I pretty much keep it to myself sometimes. Considering I feel awkward in the car, I think I already said a lot…I tried my best to hold a conversation already.

You know I feel awkward in from of guys. I can’t help it. I just have this feeling of putting up a wall around myself. I do that with most people actually. Not really one to show feeling to people I’m not close to. That’s why people think I’m proud or cold. Or maybe I am cold...if I don’t feel like talking to you then I won’t…hehe. I don’t know how to communicate ok? I’m still trying to make myself open up to people. So today was a surprise for Loo Wen but it is also kind of a lesson for me to learn to communicate more with others. Seriously, I can’t really be myself in front of guys…I get too awkward…One of the reasons why I still don’t have a boyfriend haha…another would be because I’m too picky and another cause I’m scared of opening up. Lastly, it’s because I’m not as pretty as other girls or as smart or as sexy or as cute…There you have it…too many confessions today…Haiz…..enough then…still have many reasons why I don’t have a boyfriend but we will leave it as an entry for another day…wakaka…

P.S. Loo Wen I am glad you like the pressie. The cap was really nice I like it too..haha. The blouse...HP suggested it…hehe..:P


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Saturday, October 24, 2009

Cybercafe anyone??

The internet connection lately in Ulu as in UniMAP's hostel Wang Ulu is really messed up. I can't update my blog like I want to. The Uni has blocked off several websites especially Facebook. I think they might be blocking Blogspot too, I'm not sure. Sometimes I can open this but sometimes I can't. It took me awhile to post this up so I guess they trying to curb students from blogging bad stuff on the uni. I'll try not to say anything bad....haha. I can't even open my Hotmail account lately because of this. Hopefully they will let us have some freedom considering it's really like a jungle here if I am lost to the outside without emails and connection to friends through the internet.

So here I am in the cyber café at Koperasi trying to update what I have. I have written a few posts just for posting. Still have quite a few but I’m seriously too tired to write more. Will try to update on my recent activities in uni more and I hope the uni doesn’t think that it is anything bad on them or else I might get reprimanded.

Haha...

P.S. If you realise it I have changed the dates