To like or not to like

Pondering over something suddenly.

It just dawned on me that I would need only one small reason just to dislike a person.

And usually if I dislike someone, then I will dislike them for a long time unless something serious changes my mind.

When you insult singers I like...haha or flaunt your wealth or make fun of people...that might cause me to dislike you. I may dislike someone just because of their voice or looks or some gesture they made but I think I usually dislike someone mainly because I don't like their attitude or it just means I'm jealous of him/her...haha. For example, I dislike the person in the Gatsby commercial simply because he looks annoying or better in cantonese Yong Sui. Hehe...see? It's such a simply reason to dislike a person.

What I dislike best are people who insult others or talk behind people's back. Not that I don't talk behind people's back but there's always a limit to saying things about others and I usually only talk about stuff like that to my closest friends. Many of them know how critical I am of people and being a hypocrite simply because sometimes I would act the same way and don't judge my own mistakes. Yada yada yada I know it but I can't help it.

Same goes to liking someone. I may like you because of some small reason like how you like the same kind of songs like me. Or you like reading stuff I do or simply because I'm comfortable with you. Or maybe looking awkward in a crowd just like me. Or maybe it's because you have nice pretty eyes or a great smile or speak such fluent English or just by being so charismatic and smart...hahahaha. Or maybe when someone does a good gesture for me. The simplest things would made me like someone.

However Liking and Disliking is only a dis-tance away. One minute you may dislike a person the next you may like he or she. You'll never know...

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It's the durian season!!

It's the durian season!! I ate so much durian this season. Usually my dad don't buy much because durian is just too heaty and it's fattening...haha. But I like it anyway. Hehe.

The store at town offers so many types of durians. I never even heard of most of it. The durians here are pricey. They are nice though. Pretty yummy.

Meanwhile, the ones from my old house in Tanjung Bunga. There are 2 durian trees at the old house. Dad picked those up for us. They are really nice and yummy and best of all free!! Haha.

Tips:
1. Wash your hands with water poured into the shell of the durian. Then your hands wouldn't smell that much. I tried it. It works..haha.
2. Drink water from the shell too. Apparently it can reduce heat. ^^ Don't prick yourself with the thorns though..haha.

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Food!! Manhattan Fish Market

I got lots of food post to put up. Just that I am too lazy to write about it.

This is from Manhattan Fish Market. We ate till we couldn't get it all in and had to tapau. There's even a RM10 nett deal for students still ongoing. Flash your student ID ^^

The food was not bad. The fish and chips I ordered was pretty yummy even though I ordered something else and the order came wrongly but never mind that since most of the waiters were nice enough except for one Malay guy (the one who got my order wrong..no is did not write down my order.) He made a mistake and still insist I didn't order. The other waitresses were nicer. In fact whenever we requested ketchup or mayo or a spoon, they would bring it for us.

My fish and chips...I forgot the name of the fish. I just know it's not dory. LOL

LW's was dory fish...Fish and Chips

The student price RM10 nett seafood platter with a bottomless soft drink
Being the stingy people we are, we shared a glass of Coca Cola...haha.

The Tiramisu dessert 50% with the student price package. Not so nice though.

Good meal and apparently Motorolean (Motorola's workers) get a 10% discount. I didn't know that until I saw the privileges we had on the website. Cheh...haha..or not can save more.

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A day at the office

Random photo of the day ^^

Early in the morning in the office and I took a Ahem...nice photo of myself. :P

I dread the end of LI because that means I have to hand up my report and do a presentation.

I still don't know what to write on. I still don't know what I learn that can be made into a presentation.

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When I'm old...

I don't want to be sick and just suffer my days away.

I don't want to be a responsibility no one wants to take on.

I rather just get sick and just die.

I don't want to let people think of me as a burden and argue about it.

When I get sick and old, no one needs to argue over how to take care of me or sending me to an old folks home or hiring a maid to take care of me.



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The sad truth..

The very sad truth in life is when you are young, you alone can take care of 7 children. But when you are old and needs people to take care of you, not all your 7 children wants to take care of you.

Have they forgotten how their parents raised them up and become who they are today? They can afford to give money to their children yet they cannot spare some time for their parents. Don't think money is everything. Everyone can give money, I myself can give it. Only excuses and excuses...

This is how you repay everything they done for you. Really fantastic...

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Energy-less

You know how an Energizer bunny runs on battery? That's how I feel yesterday. Running on battery just that the battery has already reach low battery status before I reached home.

After a day of work, I still went out with the girls from SGGS. I thought I still have energy to do this kind of stuff but it seems I am not longer very interested with clubbing. There's just the excitement of spending time with my friends and no longer going in to clubs.

Have I gone old? Hahaha...I think this kind of stuff no longer suits me (not that I ever was a clubbing kaki). I pretty much was getting sleepy at 1 something am last night. I got too used to sleeping before 12 for work. Haiz... I got back at 3am yesterday. I sleep like a log till this morning.

The best discovery of yesterday is knowing I can't no longer handle much alcohol. I drank 4 short glasses and fantastically I vomited. =.= Seriously, why do people drink alcohol when it taste sucky and bitter and you get a burning taste when it goes down your throat?

All in all, yesterday night was an experience. A first for many people and I did have fun before I got sick of the alcohol but the club was a little disappointing. Not as fun I would have thought.

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Forgive and forget? NOT!!

A recent event remind me of something that happened very very long in the past. I have always known that I'm not a person who forgive and forget. I may forgive sometimes but I don't forget or I might forget but I don't forgive (if I remember it).

There was a chance of winning in primary school in some sport event. To a 10 year old girl that time who train super hard for it, it's hard to forget how we almost win but did not. There's always the resentment in my mind that someone cause the lose. Well, this was eons ago but I can remember it clearly still. Maybe it's myself that cause a loss but I don't care....I'm a sore loser....haha.

I will always dislike the person and that is something I can't help but do. There are many instance in life that someone said something to hurt me or offend me and seriously if I really resent it, I will remember it. It's like a wound that will always leave a scar.

Revengeful aren't I..

It's just the same like how sometimes I might say something to offend someone or hurt them. It won't change much even if I apologise because some things just can't be erased. There will always be a scar in your heart. Just like how the scar would slowly fade in time, then you'll slowly forget about it not necessarily you already forgiven that person...

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Chillis with my parents

With the money I got from my 1st month of internship at Motorola, I treated my mom and dad to Chillis.

Dad complained that it was too expensive. He said we could have ate 3 meals of normal Chinese restaurant dinner. The truth is it's kinda expensive haha but since it's very rarely that I ever treat them, I don't really mind.

Here's the food we ordered and the bill totaled to around RM 130 with drinks I think.


The food was just okay and I remember the last time I went with my friends that it was better last time. So far, I think for grills the best I had was at Ingolf. I still think it is more worth it there.

Extra photo: My mom and dad ^^

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Random internship stuff

Something random.

My supervisor complimented me saying I made a good observation today.

Haha...don't know why but I'm so happy for that comment.

But I felt he just said it to make me feel better...haha. Because I felt I didn't do a good job.

I really need to see if I can improve anything in the production.

My internship grade depends on it.

^__^

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P.S. This semester's results are out. Wasn't satisfied with the results even though I kinda predicted the grade would be like this. It's good to think that way. It means I am ambitious. :P That's a nice way to put or it just means I'm too greedy even though I put in less effort. Haha.

Ice-cream (Joo and Teukie)

A recent song by JOO and Ee Teuk. The song is really sweet that you'll get tooth ache from all the sweetness..haha. The lyrics are simple but I think it's really cute and sweet. Though I find it funny that the song is titled Ice Cream and the word only came out once. Anyway, I get it. It means his love is so sweet like ice-cream that he melted like ice-cream melting..haha.

[LeeTeuk]
yeojaramyeon jeonbu da ireoneun geolkka haru yeoldubeondo gibuni bakkwilkka
al geot gatdagado eoryeopda eoryeopda neottaeme meori apa

[JOO]
namjadeureun jeongmal da moreuneun geolkka mal hanmadiga jungyohangeol
waemolla naemaeumeul babo sarangdo motaebwasseo

nagateun saram eodi eobseulkkeol

[LeeTeuk]
neoneun tukhamyeon aicheoreom mame andeureo jibegallae
geureol ttaemajeo nan useumina hwado motnae na eojjeoda ireolkka

[JOO]
geugeon oppaga jal aljanha naega gakkeum jom meotdaero gulginhaedo
ttak hansaramman johahae nan neon naekkeoya neon naekkeoya geureonmaeum ppuningeoya

[LeeTeuk]
hwaga nangeotgata oneuldo aesseotda geumbang pullideoni baesisi utneunda
himi deuldagado nongneunda nongneunda neottaeme maennal noga

[JOO]
aesseuneungeot gata oneureun bwajunda geureon moseup deouk gwiyeoungeol
gomawo neo ttaemune oneul harudo dalkomhaesseo

nagateun saram eodi eobseulkkeol

[LeeTeuk]
neoneun tukhamyeon aicheoreom mame andeureo jibegallae
geureol ttaemajeo nan useumina hwado motnae na eojjeoda ireolkka

[JOO]
geugeon oppaga jal aljanha naega gakkeum jom meotdaero gulginhaedo
ttak hansaramman johahae nan neon naekkeoya neon naekkeoya geureonmaeum ppuningeoya

[LeeTeuk]
nuga mworaedo (JOO: naesaramingeol) eonjekkajina (JOO: uri duriman)
[Both]
neorang narangman saranghalkkeoya

[LeeTeuk]
neoneun tukhamyeon aicheoreom mame andeureo jibegallae
geureol ttaemajeo nan useumina hwado motnae na eojjeoda ireolkka

[JOO]
geugeon oppaga jal aljanha naega gakkeum jom meotdaero gulginhaedo
ttak hansaramman johahae nan neon naekkeoya neon naekkeoya geureonmaeum ppuningeoya

[LeeTeuk]
aiseukeurim gateun ni mare noga almyeonseodo tto maebeon soga
seupgwan doebeorilkka geokjeongdoedo oneuldo tto utgomara eotteokhae

[JOO]
urin geuraeseo duringeoya nado neoege wanjeonhi ppajyeobeoringeol
mwol eotteokhae mwol eotteokhae neon naekkeoya neon naekkeoya geu mamimyeon doeneungeoya

[Both]
duriraseo joheungeoya

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

[LeeTeuk]
Are women all the same?
Their mood changes twelve times a day
I think I know but I really don’t. It’s Hard, hard
My head hurts becaue of you

[JOO]
No man really knows
A word is so important
Why don’t you understand my heart?
Fool you never fell in love

There is no one like me

[LeeTeuk]
You are like a child sometimes
I don’t like it. I am going home.
It makes me laugh when you say that
I can’t get angry. What happened to me?

[JOO]
You know it better
I am selfish sometimes
But I only one person
You belong to me, you belong to me
It’s all I have

[LeeTeuk]
I tried to please you again becasue you seemed to be angry
You got better soon and smiled
It’s hard but then I get melted melted
I get melted every day because of you

[JOO]
I will take that because you are trying
You look cuter now
Thank you
Make it another sweet day

There’s none like me

[LeeTeuk]
You are like a child sometimes
I don’t like it. I am going home.
It makes me laugh when you say that
I can’t get angry. What happened to me?

[JOO]
You know it better
I am selfish sometimes
But I only one person
You belong to me, you belong to me
It’s all I have

[LeeTeuk]
No matter what they say (JOO: You are mine)
Forever (JOO: Just the two of us)
[Both]
You and I will love each other forever

[LeeTeuk]
I get melted when I hear your sweet words like ice cream
I know what you mean but I believe you again
I am worried
But I laugh again today. What shall I do?

[JOO]
That’s why we are two
I completely in love with you
What can I do, what can I do?
You belong to me, you belong to me
Love is all that matters

[Both]
Two is better than one

Credit: Park SanTeuk | isuperteuk.wordpress.com

Taking the lead

I read this in a few hours. It was so nice. I love it.

Here's the synopsis...

Theodora is an artist with bright blue eyes and long chaotic hair which is supposed to be brown but gets attacked with colour as frequently as the canvasses she produces. Jonas is half Swedish, tall, with a halo of golden hair and jade green eyes and has channelled his mix of practicality and creativity into his own woodworking business. They are meant for each other. If only they knew each other. Their paths are tantalisingly close at times, but it will take something dramatic in both their lives to lead them in the right direction..

The book has a very interesting story telling from the point of view of Theodora and Jonas. The story keeps going and it makes me want to see them meet because they really are meant for each other. I think reading this book will make anyone keep urging them to meet. I simply love happily ever after....