Celebrating Jane's birthday.....

(In the Japanese restaurant...forgot the name...hehe)

Today can be said to be one of the most interesting days I ever had. Yes, I know it is a Friday...there's nothing special in school...same old same old stuff...but this afternoon was way interesting and downright embarassing. After coming home from school, I bath and changed then went out with my friends to celebrate Jane's birthday. We wanted to surprise her..first we went and watch Transformers....although at first I wasn't so eagered to watch the movie but in the end it was worth the RM 10 (we couldn't get student price because it is after six) Josh Duhamel was so cool in themovies...the transformers the Autobots and Megatrons...Wow...the cars they transfored from was so so way cool....the sport car was so nice....I wish I had a car like that....the story was action packed with adventure, romance (just slightly), thriller and fun...It was really nice...worth the A the Star newspaper review gave it......after that we went to eat at a Japanese restaurant....the food was good....We surprise Jane there...ok before that we did something incredibly embrassing.....Juin,Hui Ting and Siaw Ping went first to buy a cake for Jane and we went later....god knows how we went in the wrong Japanese restaurant...it was so embrassing...they actually served us green tea already and we apologised and told them we had to leave because my mom wants me home right now....how stupid was that....finally we went to the correct restaurant and ordered the food because I was so hungry...that as the first time I ate at a japanese food restaurant...it was delicious...I forgot the name of the dish I ordered but I ordered salmon teppenyaki too....yummy...the birthday cake we bought for Jane was nice too...really chocolaty delicious.....I hope Jane was surprised with our efforts....the restaurant have a really nice atmosphere I like it...the workers even sang the birthday song with us.....maybe should go there in the future with my parents....now I'm back home cosy in front of the computer....should go to bed now....kind of sleepy....Happy Birthday to you Jane...it's your birthday now...(we celebrated her birthday earlier a day...her birthday is on the 30..which is now) Mya you have a happy time with us always....I love it when we go out together like that...telling jokes and sharing each of our days although we are in different schools now....I guess that's what friends should be...to be there whether you are sad or happy....friends are important.....they play a big role in my life...well here are some pictures of today's activities we did....

(Jane...the birthday girl....

(My food...it was a really big plate of food...so RM 13 was worth it...)

Life is great for one moment only......

(The winner of Bell of the Night and me)

I got third...I got third prize in Georgian Idol.....hahaha....well I know my voice isn't good so I didn't expect to win at all...so third was okay...I even get RM 5o...just perfect to spend some money haha....It was scary, I thought I would forget my lyrics or freak out but I guess I did ok...Although getting no.3 from 4 people isn't really that good isn't it?? Think on the bright side...at least I'm not last.....That was last Thusday...Boy, was last week hectic...on Friday there's the Cross crountry running (Merentas Desa).....it's only 2.1 km but I was dying from exhaustion....but still no. 7. No bad huh, for someone who don't exercise or train before the day arrived....The school held it at Botanical Gardens and the route was like going up the hill and down the hill......I don't know how much energy I had spend trying my best to run and walk as fast as possible...That day was fun....although we had to sing in front of most of the school students due to the V.I.P s not arriving yet....he really was a Very "Important" Person for us to wait for....I saw something that should be censored that day...hahahaha.....monkeys mating.....I know it's just natural wildlife but to see that in font of my eyes ...eewww.....geli betul.....Then comes the "Prom Night" Stars of Elegance is the theme this year and well everyone was really elegant in so many ways.....everybody look fantastic in there dresses and suits. I thought I look weird...everybody look so nice, I think I don't look well enough.....

(My group of friends and me) (Claudia in white and me) (Me and Hui Ting)

Claudia was really princess-like in her white creamy gown...beautiful.....Hui Ting and Elora both looking tall and elegant in their bronze and creamy brown dresses....I find myself looking kind of dull in black...not elegant at all.....the food presentation this year was amazing...the slide shows even more brilliant....Liani the person who created it did one hell of a job....the food was okay...although I wasn't really satisfied because I did not eat enough...I wasn't even full yet.....the decorations were nice...I especially like the archway...in the shape of a star created using balloons.....This year's Belle of The Night goes to Rosa in a very beautiful golden gown(on top with me in the pic) and best-dressed is Fiona in white...she really look nice...Overall last week was great...although I'm really sad that I didn't win any lucky draws...(Siaw Ping won a mp4 player and Wan Yin a handphone...so lucky....)

(Hui Ping, me and Mr Teh, our tuition teacher haha) (Last year's Georgian Idol winner...her voice is really good)

Am I a failure...or not???

It's really funny really...these days nothing seems to feel good to me...I wish I am learning from my mistakes but I'm not. Examinations are just over and I totally flunk them....I can say I regret myself not studying more but it just seem I can't learn a lesson that last minute studying just don't work....It don't work...seriously.....but I find myself so sad that I couldn't get the results I have hope for....I didn't do well in Chemistry and I know it is my own fault....I should have done so much better....it my favourite subject for heaven's sake...my best subject and I just have to screw up this time...I was really hoping to at least get a prize for that subject....it seems I am destined not to get any prizes for as long as I am in my school...Okay maybe that was way over the board...we make our own destiny!!!....Maybe Fates lay out the roads for us to choose and it is up to us to decide which path we will go....Yes, Destiny is drafted out for us but it is up to us to actuallygo with it's plan...(okay I'm out of my topic)It's just so damn frustrating....I am KILLING myself her....I hate this...I can't concentrate...sometimes I find myself thinking too much....I go to tuition the suddenly I'm thinking about how i'll do this and that tomorrow.....am I breaking down?? Next week is probably going to be the most hectic week this year....Maybe there are still more hectic ones to come...Next week there is the Curriculum day that I have to prepare for to represent my club...then I have meetings...like the Librarians meeting and the club meeting...I'm in charge but I don't know what to do...I feel so angry that I don't know what to do...others can do it why can't I.......I hate this weakness okay..... then there's Georgian Idol...I still can't accept the fact that I have gotten into the finals...FINALS...can you believe ME...me have gotten into the finals...I am considering pulling out because I really feel I will embarass myself on stage...I'll get all tongue-tied and freaked out Big time...I don't want ot do this anymore......then there's the prom night..I have been waiting for it for a few months but suddenly I feel I don't anticipate it anymore...I don't know why....ya well I'm still thinking of my shoes,my hair and my outfit but there just something lost in the anticipation..it's like I don't have the enery the spark anymore...I feel really tired...i think I want to cry...well I'm not crying...I want to but I can't...I don't know why...My weaknesses are my key to my strengths...or are they...I'm falling apart.....this is it.....