It's over.....

STPM is over...finally over...I am relieved it is over yet can't help but feeling a bit remorse thinking I should have done more for my STPM examinations. I know I could have done better if I had studied earlier. That's why I said no last minute studying. Sadly I never learn from my mistakes. Regrets filled my mind but really it's no use crying over spilled milk now. I guess I should think for the future and plan what I really want to do next. Besides, the results are not yet out......perhaps just perhaps my results would turn out well?? Okay maybe that's wishful thinking but one can do naught but hope. Right now, I just want to relax and not think for a while. Right now I just want to be selfish and think for the present. Have fun and enjoy myself....rest and be happy that's all. Because I know sooner or later I will have to face the truth that nothing will work out if I don't put in an effort. I really am envious of some of my friends who score well in exams always but I know that's because they work hard for it...they give their best in it...While me I try my best too...it's just that I feel that I wasn't as hardworking as they are and I really feel guilty for it...I guess what I'm trying to say is I really am sorry for not doing all I can from the start of Form Six but I tried my best to do what I can in order to at least try my best. So now all I can do is cross my fingers and hope for the very very best......