070707....7 July 2007

What's so special about seven??? Lucky number seven anyone ??? This year on this very day...number seven is simply special because it's a day most the citizen of the world pledge to save Earth. To combat the climate change and fight global warming...The Earth concerts...I'm watching one right now.....seven continents....(seven again you say...seven appears everywhere) more than a hundred of concerts are being held to create awareness of saving Earth....we definitely need to SAVE Earth...all of us, I dare to say are partly helping to destroy Earth...me included. The 3R's...reduce,reuse and recycle....not only we need to do that we need to do more....Stop polluting Earth by carpooling or wasting electricity and water...Learn to help stop pollution....Then, back to the number seven...Seven...David Beckham has the number 7 when he was in Manchester United...The seven wonders of the world...why not eight or six...that's just one of the significance of the number seven....to me, today's just an ordinary day yet it seems so extraordinary simply because we all are so awed by the number 7. There's the 7-11 stores or 7 days of the week or 7-up and even the seven colours of the rainbow....seven just happen to appear in our daily lives..... and I was going to make this day a bit memorable by cutting my hair short which I never have before....I always have long hair and been trying to build my courage to cut it short for a change.....but sadly the hairsalon was booked for the day and I didn't get to cut it... Well, another day then....then, I was thinking of all the Live Earth concerts and wondering if all this concert would create more pollution to Earth?? I mean, if you go for these kind of concert, you'll see people actually throwing rubbish and empty bottles on the floor of these stadiums and all...so doesn't this cause more pollution?? Yeah, this is a huge campaign to create awareness to stop pollution and combat global warming....but in doing promotion like this don't we just create a little more problems....That's just my opinion...I don't know how things are really going in these concerts...maybe they aren't like what I am thinking about....Well, I still like the number 7.7.07....it seems so special right...it just feels so nice...hahaha....I'm crazy.....but these concerts are really nice actually...I guess it makes us feel really together and united in these kinds of concert...just imagine evryone in this world...millions of viewers are watching and enjoying these concerts.....Go earth...Save Earth...we only have one Earth you know...

200 pounds beauty......

No...I don't weigh 200 pounds...at least I don't think so...I know how I weighed in kilograms but I never converted it to pounds before... The reason I am talking about pounds is actually just commenting on a movie I recently seen. It is a Korean movie called "200 pounds". The movie was great...I never really like watching Korean movies...not that they are bad, it's just that I didn't find myself attracted to watching them...but recently it seems the Korean waves that has landed all over Asia this past few years has finally made me a fan...the movie was brilliant...besides Princess Hour, the Korean drama series that I have watch, this movie is the best I have ever seen of Korea...the movie is about a lip-syncing vocalist Han-Na who is fat and ugly who turns to plastic surgery to pursue her dreams of a career and love....the movie brought me to tears.....very few movies can ever make me do that...the theme of the story was so simple yet so complex....is beauty skin deep and does love truly conquers it all ? I find myself really into the movie simply because the acors portray the characters really well and they were amazing...don't let the posters decieve you, the actor Joo Jin-mo is actually quite handsome in the movie and Kim Ah-joong is really beautiful in skin deep sense after she remove those layers of fat(I don't know about deep inside...hehe)....some of the scenes were funny, some really touching...and the songs in the movie...WOW, is the only word for them....the songs are really nice.....definetely a must watch movie for everyone...even if you don't understand Korean, just read the subtitles. I did just that...hahaha...

Celebrating Jane's birthday.....

(In the Japanese restaurant...forgot the name...hehe)

Today can be said to be one of the most interesting days I ever had. Yes, I know it is a Friday...there's nothing special in school...same old same old stuff...but this afternoon was way interesting and downright embarassing. After coming home from school, I bath and changed then went out with my friends to celebrate Jane's birthday. We wanted to surprise her..first we went and watch Transformers....although at first I wasn't so eagered to watch the movie but in the end it was worth the RM 10 (we couldn't get student price because it is after six) Josh Duhamel was so cool in themovies...the transformers the Autobots and Megatrons...Wow...the cars they transfored from was so so way cool....the sport car was so nice....I wish I had a car like that....the story was action packed with adventure, romance (just slightly), thriller and fun...It was really nice...worth the A the Star newspaper review gave it......after that we went to eat at a Japanese restaurant....the food was good....We surprise Jane there...ok before that we did something incredibly embrassing.....Juin,Hui Ting and Siaw Ping went first to buy a cake for Jane and we went later....god knows how we went in the wrong Japanese restaurant...it was so embrassing...they actually served us green tea already and we apologised and told them we had to leave because my mom wants me home right now....how stupid was that....finally we went to the correct restaurant and ordered the food because I was so hungry...that as the first time I ate at a japanese food restaurant...it was delicious...I forgot the name of the dish I ordered but I ordered salmon teppenyaki too....yummy...the birthday cake we bought for Jane was nice too...really chocolaty delicious.....I hope Jane was surprised with our efforts....the restaurant have a really nice atmosphere I like it...the workers even sang the birthday song with us.....maybe should go there in the future with my parents....now I'm back home cosy in front of the computer....should go to bed now....kind of sleepy....Happy Birthday to you Jane...it's your birthday now...(we celebrated her birthday earlier a day...her birthday is on the 30..which is now) Mya you have a happy time with us always....I love it when we go out together like that...telling jokes and sharing each of our days although we are in different schools now....I guess that's what friends should be...to be there whether you are sad or happy....friends are important.....they play a big role in my life...well here are some pictures of today's activities we did....

(Jane...the birthday girl....

(My food...it was a really big plate of food...so RM 13 was worth it...)

Life is great for one moment only......

(The winner of Bell of the Night and me)

I got third...I got third prize in Georgian Idol.....hahaha....well I know my voice isn't good so I didn't expect to win at all...so third was okay...I even get RM 5o...just perfect to spend some money haha....It was scary, I thought I would forget my lyrics or freak out but I guess I did ok...Although getting no.3 from 4 people isn't really that good isn't it?? Think on the bright side...at least I'm not last.....That was last Thusday...Boy, was last week hectic...on Friday there's the Cross crountry running (Merentas Desa).....it's only 2.1 km but I was dying from exhaustion....but still no. 7. No bad huh, for someone who don't exercise or train before the day arrived....The school held it at Botanical Gardens and the route was like going up the hill and down the hill......I don't know how much energy I had spend trying my best to run and walk as fast as possible...That day was fun....although we had to sing in front of most of the school students due to the V.I.P s not arriving yet....he really was a Very "Important" Person for us to wait for....I saw something that should be censored that day...hahahaha.....monkeys mating.....I know it's just natural wildlife but to see that in font of my eyes ...eewww.....geli betul.....Then comes the "Prom Night" Stars of Elegance is the theme this year and well everyone was really elegant in so many ways.....everybody look fantastic in there dresses and suits. I thought I look weird...everybody look so nice, I think I don't look well enough.....

(My group of friends and me) (Claudia in white and me) (Me and Hui Ting)

Claudia was really princess-like in her white creamy gown...beautiful.....Hui Ting and Elora both looking tall and elegant in their bronze and creamy brown dresses....I find myself looking kind of dull in black...not elegant at all.....the food presentation this year was amazing...the slide shows even more brilliant....Liani the person who created it did one hell of a job....the food was okay...although I wasn't really satisfied because I did not eat enough...I wasn't even full yet.....the decorations were nice...I especially like the archway...in the shape of a star created using balloons.....This year's Belle of The Night goes to Rosa in a very beautiful golden gown(on top with me in the pic) and best-dressed is Fiona in white...she really look nice...Overall last week was great...although I'm really sad that I didn't win any lucky draws...(Siaw Ping won a mp4 player and Wan Yin a handphone...so lucky....)

(Hui Ping, me and Mr Teh, our tuition teacher haha) (Last year's Georgian Idol winner...her voice is really good)

Am I a failure...or not???

It's really funny really...these days nothing seems to feel good to me...I wish I am learning from my mistakes but I'm not. Examinations are just over and I totally flunk them....I can say I regret myself not studying more but it just seem I can't learn a lesson that last minute studying just don't work....It don't work...seriously.....but I find myself so sad that I couldn't get the results I have hope for....I didn't do well in Chemistry and I know it is my own fault....I should have done so much better....it my favourite subject for heaven's sake...my best subject and I just have to screw up this time...I was really hoping to at least get a prize for that subject....it seems I am destined not to get any prizes for as long as I am in my school...Okay maybe that was way over the board...we make our own destiny!!!....Maybe Fates lay out the roads for us to choose and it is up to us to decide which path we will go....Yes, Destiny is drafted out for us but it is up to us to actuallygo with it's plan...(okay I'm out of my topic)It's just so damn frustrating....I am KILLING myself her....I hate this...I can't concentrate...sometimes I find myself thinking too much....I go to tuition the suddenly I'm thinking about how i'll do this and that tomorrow.....am I breaking down?? Next week is probably going to be the most hectic week this year....Maybe there are still more hectic ones to come...Next week there is the Curriculum day that I have to prepare for to represent my club...then I have meetings...like the Librarians meeting and the club meeting...I'm in charge but I don't know what to do...I feel so angry that I don't know what to do...others can do it why can't I.......I hate this weakness okay..... then there's Georgian Idol...I still can't accept the fact that I have gotten into the finals...FINALS...can you believe ME...me have gotten into the finals...I am considering pulling out because I really feel I will embarass myself on stage...I'll get all tongue-tied and freaked out Big time...I don't want ot do this anymore......then there's the prom night..I have been waiting for it for a few months but suddenly I feel I don't anticipate it anymore...I don't know why....ya well I'm still thinking of my shoes,my hair and my outfit but there just something lost in the anticipation..it's like I don't have the enery the spark anymore...I feel really tired...i think I want to cry...well I'm not crying...I want to but I can't...I don't know why...My weaknesses are my key to my strengths...or are they...I'm falling apart.....this is it.....

I hate taking exams....Regret??? So not...

You know I really hate exams...why do we have to take so many of them anyway....The midterm examination this year is terrible....I am so sick of it....holidays finally here...two weeks is long for some people but too short for me....after the holidays I would have to go back to school and come face to face with my problems (my going to be terrible results...that is) Despair can't come any sooner than this...how can I enjoy my hoilidays with my thoughts on how I had fared??? Okay, maybe that was a bit overexaggerating....I'm not that bad...At least I think I'm not.....It is not going to be good....might be real bad...I am prepared for whatever comes...at least I hope I am....just cross my fingers and hope for the best...I always do this you know (not the crossing fingers thingy) This worrying when I can do so much better if I had studied earlier...I know I can do so much better but hey isn't that what we always say......I am always so last minute that even if I have read the topic, I can't remember all of it...as a result...Disaster...I'll be pulling my hairs over thinking how to solve the questions...Mathematics was the worst this time (Actually it is always the worst...I'm never prepared fot it) , followed by a close second, chemistry and a mere centimetre away physics...and did you know P.A (the only subject that I tought I can get an A) was terrible....I was totally not prepared for it...I thought the paper starts later and I didn't study at all...I was thinking of studying later.....but there was no later......What horrors is there to last minute studying....Regret can be experienced so vividly in my head.....I think I would be forgetting about this later though....Word of advice to all students....Never...NEVER!!! Never study last minute...it might just kill you...I might have jump off a building or hang myself or drink poison or cut myself with a knife if I haven't thought over how painful it would be to suffer before you die like that...Seriously don't be stupid (don't think of commiting suicide...they all would hurt so much...just imagine cutting yourself with a knife and slowly and painfully bleed to death that is if you haven't call for 911 for help......So just forget about it and study......trust me just study.......( This writer does not plan to study for her next term test until last minute though...she might regret it a lot later but she can't help it that she don't have the "mood" and "interest" to study.......hahahaha)

MUET....Can't wait for it to be so over...

Oh gods....i never want to take another MUET again (to those who don't know what it is...it is a Malaysian University English Test which is complusory for Six-formers to take before entering universities in Malaysia)....no more tests for me...I'm so not retaking it...unless I get very low marks then I have too...you know I thought it would be much easier but hey...I'm always wrong.....It was terrible.....considering I actually went to National Service, I didn't know what to write for the essay "Trainees in NS to be trained using firearms..agree or disagree" I really didn't know what to write.....My mind was blank...I wrote anything I could think of which wasn't much. The listening was okay but I don't know how I did...at least I think I did good...there was this passage in the listening paper which I find quite amusing because it really described me....a complusive horder (someone who keep thing like newspapers,magazine and even tickets....they keep anything they think is valuble or memorable causing big amount of junk and disterss to family members) I think I am one or not in the process of being one...when I actually listened to the passage I find myself laughing because it so described my attitude of keeping all kinds of stuff....I even keep movie tickets,concert tickets and amusement park tickets so I find it really proving I am guilty of being a hoarder....complusive one at that too...It is even catagorised as a mental illness....does that mean I am mentally ill?? Might be because I am crazy...must be a loose screw in my head... The reading comphrehension was a bit better...and I think I did good...I checked a few times and got most of it correct but I'm not sure...Next Tuesday there is another paper...the final one...Speaking paper which I so hate....I am so afraid of this paper mainly because I have to speak in fluent English to show that I am a "Great" speaker of English. That really scares me as I never get a higher score in this paper before...it always pull my scores down...I have to get so ready to speak excellent English and have a high level of speaking skills....Haiz...imagine STPM when I can't even handle this now...I'm so so so so way DEAD....The Midterms are coming too...I haven't even started studying and it is a week away...9 days to be exact...so I have to pray hard and hope I can make it...passing would be so great....Of course passing with flying colours would better...excellent in fact...hahaha